crestfallen sometimes, smug much then....

It's all about myself.. My life is fine... it's bumpy sometimes, it's difficult sometimes, but I do complicate it myself.. somethings need to be fixed, I'm working on it, and I know it seems like they don't change like I have to prove to my husband, but I've tried.. Life is a looooong journey,it's filled with ups and downs, and I'm okay this far.. :)) of course I'm okay I always have a hand to reach.. my husband's.. (sighs) Okay, let me get my stuff done now, just waiting for him to get done working and I just want to relax and spend time with him.. I won't return to where I was (I was so stupid) :/ I couldn't ask for a better man in my life :D He is the best good I'm ever gonna get in my life, and our son..